5 months in hospital…. Why my life has changed forever

******Reposted in its entirety from my original blog****** So for my beautiful baby boy it was a serene start to life. He was peaceful, happily lying in my arms as though he hadn’t even noticed that he’d been born. I remember the midwife commenting what a beautiful colour he was, and if the birth notes are anything to go by his birth gave him a great start with him scoring a 9, 10 &10 on his APGAR tests. Unfortunately his peaceful begining was interrupted momentarily by Justin deciding to turn on the main lights, which immediately startled the baby into crying ...
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******Reposted in its entirety from my original blog****** I wanted to write my birth story straight away; but of course life and a large amount of procrastination have allowed 9 days to pass by since I started it, and here I am 12 days later finally finishing it. I still don’t really feel emotionally in the right place to tackle how I really feel about what happened, but I guess if I don’t write it now then I run the risk that the timeline of what happened will all become a bit of a blur. I debated whether to watch the ...
******Reposted in its entirety from my original blog****** Dominic Thomas Renata Mummy to Elliot born 17th October 2002 & Lilia born 22nd October 2004